Grey Matter.
May 2011
Worries
Babe is doing the photo coverage tonight at Digital Wonderland, while I relax at home… or try to. I’m honestly worried. It’s not that I don’t trust him, because I do. I just don’t trust any other girls who’re gonna be there. For one, he’s gonna be taking pics, so people will probably try to get to him to be on camera. Secondly, people can be touchy when they aren’t sober. Thirdly, I’m pretty sure it’s gonna be PACKED.
I’m honestly worried :/ I’ll probably be up all night until you come home.
*sigh…. Bitches better stay the fuck off my boyfriend’s dick.
April 2011
Why?
Why only now you decide to talk to me? What are you trying to do? What are your intentions? Well whatever they may be, they’re not gonna ruin what I have now.
It’s true, we’ve had our share of good times and I appreciate all the things you’ve done for me; but in the end, YOU were the one who left.
You’re lucky that I’m so understanding. But after all that time, I grew tired of feeling like I was waiting for something that wasn’t going to happen. I’ve learned my lesson before and I sure as hell was not gonna play the fool anymore. So I had to leave. I had to move on. I had to let go.
I admit, I was mad for quite some time, but I’m not the type of person who’ll get vengeance just because you broke my heart. As much as I think it in my mind, I don’t have the heart to follow through. That’s not how I do. The way I see it, being upset with you goes to show that I still have feelings. But no, I don’t. I’m over you, I’ve been done with you at that first sight of bs.
Even after all this mess, yeah I still care. I always will. I’m not gonna go back on my word just because shit happened. It’s just that I don’t care for you the way I did before.
But all in all, that chapter of my life with you has ended. I’m not going back. I’m happy with what I have and who I’m with now<3
So farewell to you, the guy I once knew….
….Oh, hello. Nice to meet you, friend.
I like when others make the first move.
I don’t know if it’s just me but I like when others hit me up first. It just shows that they want to talk to you and you’re actually someone to them. I’m pretty shy and I don’t want to feel like a creep or bother anyone so I don’t make the first move.
Inspiration
” Just because life is hard for you doesn’t mean giving up will make it any easier.”
Play
Show me you need me.
I’m tired of always being the chaser, I’m tired of drowning myself in my own depression when you seem perfectly fine. If you want to keep me in your life, the least you could do is reassure me I’m not just wasting my time, let me know you need me as much as I need you, and put some effort into us. Words don’t mean a thing when they’re overused. I’m not asking for much, I just want you to show me that you’re also afraid of losing me.
Play
3:55
Insanity: opening the refrigerator over and over again and expecting different results
All the time. Haha
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No matter who’s talked down on you,
No matter how alone you feel,
No matter how much you care what others think of you,
No matter how much you pick on yourself,
No matter how insane you’ve become,
No matter who hates you,
No matter what people have done to you,
No matter what you’ve lost,
No matter where you’re heading,
No matter how many times you’ve felt out of place,
No matter how many times you’ve felt you aren’t good enough,No matter how bad it seems- we’ll get through it because we always do.
There are approximately 7 billion people in this world. Others have it worst than we do, some of us are actually the “others” we’re referring to. But isn’t it amazing to see how much we deal with yet still have the will to survive. I think it’s all because of this simple reason; somewhere in the back of our minds, we know things pass. We know things get better. We know that no matter how tough situations can be- there’s such thing as happiness & we know that even if it seems we’ll never find it. It’ll always find you.
